Reading The Zodiac – Poem

Reading The Zodiac - Poem

Reading The Zodiac – Poem


Dedicated to Zodiac reading maniacs like me. 🙂

Happy mood today

Reading the Zodiac

Enjoying the fake fact

About meeting the soulmate

That seems somehow away

From my life, or unavailable?

Time fly

And I lie

Myself to meet

Someone special

And we go through

Hardship and sorrow

Loving each other flaw

But as the day goes by

I work a lot and occupy

My paycheck side

That indeed loves me

 Bills and taxes arrived

I still read the Zodiac

It makes me sincerely smile

But my disappointment

I can’t happily hide

There is no time

My business meeting smiled

“You need to tell me goodbye

Because you’re not skillful,”

For the 1000 jobs that aligned

By only one work position

I continue reading the horoscope

Does it say I will meet eternal Love?

But where it is I do not know

Because  I need to make up how

My resume on LinkedIn is looking

To go and fight for salary cloak

My expenses to rise, and I can’t allow

Does the horoscope say I grow?

Probably it is right, but I should go

To look for new obligations

Since there are many associations

From the zodiac that I look at above

Money making is somehow a salvation

When there is empty communication

In search the unconditional Love

I met many secrets that flow

Like the waves of the sea

I visited on my holiday time

To date with the broken crab

Whose tong never comes back

But I send it to the ocean

Where my life is going away

Without affairs for the grey

Years of my life, but I will survive

There are many stray cats outside

That should be fed and someday

 I will take them to my home

When I grow old and alone

But that doesn’t even matter

I keep reading the Zodiac

Horoscopes never turn me back

Where I  understood

Or maybe I did belong

Things sometimes go wrong

But the dice it’s thrown

And stays 7 months at zero

However, I became a hero

For Quora curious people

And my beautiful daughter

I started to accept I might end up alone

But I keep reading the Zodiac horoscope.


I was obsessed with reading zodiac horoscopes. That was a thing that lifted my spirit for a while. But time passed, and nothing happened by reading the zodiac. Today I still read it for fun without believing it.

Sometimes people need a simple hug to feel better, but when there is no one to give it, looking for another way to relieve the stress is good. A Zodiac horoscope reading is a temporary solution to a long-held problem that needs personal resolution. It’s undeniable fact that reading helps the same way as going to church by giving calamity to the soul. It’s also true that horoscopes can not save people from their actions.

Before Christmas Eve, I say it doesn’t matter the relationship status, the best way to celebrate it is with self-love and forgiveness for past mistakes. People learn from daily routines and situations which make them better persons. The main point of Christmas is to become the light in someone’s life, making them believe in miracles again. Another interesting point of view for that celebration is being close to family – blood or soul. My life tribe never has been alongside my relatives outside my daughter. But I take care of them.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays Everyone! Let’s become better Humans who create miracles for our close-to-heart persons or random strangers. Shall we?

Soulmate’s Crossroad Ends In Life Road’s Padlock

Soulmate's Crossroads Ends in Life Road's Padlock

Soulmate’s Crossroad Ends In Life Road’s Padlock


Explaining The Soulmates Delusional Love and Life Lessons With Self-Sarcasm

For today’s confession, my reminder is that using self-sarcasm has always been one of my favorite ways to keep moving on. Some time ago, a man I loved told me wooing doesn’t happen with sarcastic humor. But Soulmate’s Crossroad ends in Life Road’s padlock.

It doesn’t matter anymore because I became blunt, and intolerable to accusations of any kind. My patience of waiting for someone to come by my side faded away and ended its course for that lifetime.

Right said I have no will for men to understand me anymore. The fact I am a difficult woman, and nobody can handle me. At least I do not know such a person yet, which is my current reality. Accepting it is my gift to keep living the best way I can. It’s uncertain how many years more I will be alive.

Soulmate’s Crossroads Ends

I like the idea of soulmates. It’s romantic and it’s true because I felt it that way with few people in my life. They are not there the same way as before, but they exist and are remembered in my heart. My gratitude toward them is neverending. Those men, I got romantically involved with, taught me I am better off alone.

Things I learned were that my romantic actions pattern was the same as my last serious relationships for the last twenty years. I made the bold first steps toward the men, and the relationships started online. In the end, I was like a lone runner in life’s stadium that finished second as one of my exes told me.

Why Second? Because there was no one by my side except myself, or so I felt alone in  every one of my “relationships.”

When people are not ready for a relationship or go in it with the wrong person, as I was for those five males, things go out of control. I taught those men a lot, and so did they.

Today, these people tell me they are ready for a relationship, but never found a woman like me, for good or bad. They say now they understand me, but I am like the runner who nobody wants to run with.

On the other hand, my patience, feelings, and waiting for these males to stay by me on my life path, are long gone.

Metaphorically speaking, my love situation today is like a bridge, decorated with padlocks. They are covered with names of people who I loved deeply, giving them everything. Unfortunately, they did not feel the same way toward me until we were together.

The curious thing is my few admirers, or at least those I know, are intimidated by me. No one makes a step toward me, and I continue the marathon by myself. It’s like a habit to me.

However, I go back to the topic of the soulmate’s delusional love. It’s a fact these people connect on a deep level with each other. The soulmates’ bond is like a magnetic attraction.

But by reading horoscopes and astrology articles, people got blinded they found their person. That is untrue and creates delusions because the expectation of someone to be with another person is pretty high when there is zodiac compatibility.

Soulmate’s delusional love is projecting qualities people want to have in their partner on someone, who has no idea what it’s all that about. Usually, he wants no commitment. In that case, one party burns and the other stays shocked, not knowing what happened. After some time, the burned person moves on, but the shocked one finds out he missed a partner who was right for him. That is proved by my experience when I abandoned the people who didn’t want to run by my side.

I have no time to wait for someone to decide if he wants to be with me or not. When there is an expectation and wondering, it’s better to pack my bags and go on a solo trip.

In Life’s Road Padlock

Yesterday I was on a trip with my parents and child. There was a place, called the “Bridge of Lovers”. There were many padlocks with the names of partners because it’s a symbol of commitment. I looked at them, not understanding what is the carving point. Remembering how my bonds fell apart and my heart became cold as ice toward a man, I wondered why people should lie to each other, creating the padlock.

Sure, that is because my experience is like that. But, driving back to my current town, I understood the point of all that falseness.

People are insecure about their lovers and do whatever it takes to create a stability delusion by decorating padlocks when they should work together to achieve more.

That is where I lack in my “relationships” – the work together part.

The reasons are many: my temperament, intensity, and going too fast, but the other party should at least try to cope with me. It takes two to tango but many times the two do not want to dance and there is only one hopper.

However, a padlock is life’s greatest decoration when there is nothing else to hold onto but I don’t understand the empty ornaments. They are the same as the blank people. Emptiness goes deep when there is uncertainty in personal relationships and how the actions will be seen.

After I met five male soulmates who never loved me for who I am, I can say that their existence for me became a decorative padlock with each name written. It stays on my life’s bridge to remind me where have I been and how deep went into love emptiness. My romantic imagination works still, but now I know I am free to go after the treatment I received and gave reciprocally.

Unfortunately, I am at a no-return point to believe in love, so I have no choice but to start working more. 

Continuing to believe in romance makes no sense to me anymore, but I still keep doing it until I decide to start with a one-night stand, maybe. At least, that proposal is direct and honest, without empty promises or expectations for someone to accept me as I am.

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