Channeling The Energy Is A Challenge

Channeling the Energy is A Challenge

Channeling The Energy Is A Challenge

That Should Be Done Properly Because The Personal Losses Are Huge

The 2022 end is near. It’s understandable people make yearly resolutions, even if they do not want to do it. As for me, that year was a good one in terms of professional and personal development. Outside my unsuccessful love and financial affairs, I had great memories in Dubai, and with my daughter. For material things, I bought a new car in May. That purchase helped me to travel to half of Bulgaria country and to see new landscapes for inspiration.

My feelings of pride for 2022 are: strengthened bonds with my few true friends, achieved my dream to become a Zumba instructor, finished my Poetry book “Mori Monologues,” and got serious with my blog.

When it comes to love, I feel grateful I got the chance to meet with five amazing men that year and understand better how the male mind works. Romances are not on my life’s plate because of my challenging character, but my loyal emotions toward my friends and daughter are eternal. That’s indeed a great motivation to live better and more focused.

I indeed feel lonely without a partner sometimes but is better this way if there are no mutual feelings. Pain is less. I should protect my heart to stay strong for my daughter.

In Bulgaria, between Christmas and New Year’s Eve are many holidays. I have enough time to revise my past 2022 experiences, lessons, and emotions. These revisions are my base to create from a scratch 2023 plan. For my three main goals, I need serious discipline and focus, which is achievable. No more emotional matters distract me.

Discipline for every life’s field is a must. Some call it prioritizing, while others focus on one thing at a time.  Both cases speak loud and clear that if there are no steps toward a matter, there is no success.

Some time ago, I thought the action plan for everything should be detailed. Devils in the details, after all. The action plan can be almost perfect, but it’s good for the steps toward a goal to be flexible and general. Outside factors can not be predicted 100 % and fast adaption is always welcomed.

A Thought about channeling my energy toward my most important life fields.

Based on my tries and mistakes, I figured out the important matters for me now. They are career, weight loss, and mind’s peace. Because of my daily work stress and short deadlines, I became uninspired to do anything. That led me to the conclusion to leave my current job as soon as possible because my health worsens every day there. My mind is open and positive for the new opportunities my friends gave me.

My feeling of pride is helping my best friend to organize a concert of Alexander Rybak in my current city, and I feel inspired to try something new.

In that way of thinking, I believe that opportunities are everywhere, and people should learn to see them. Currently, my lessons follow one after another on daily basis. Another example of opportunity is connected with another of my best friends who will invite me to a project in February.

The good things that happen around me are present because I channeled my energy into professional development. The positive thoughts about my desired career are rooted in my mind. For that to happen, I sacrificed every single thought for romance. When people win and achieve something, they lose something else. That is called equilibrium.

For good or worse, now I am where I am – single-focused on my career. It was proved to me, love is not my current suit. But that is okay because my important things seem different from a romance, and I am not into it anymore. At first, my amazement was big to find out that truth, but it’s how life happens.

Based on my experience, when the energy is not channeled at the right moment situations, personal losses are too many. For me, they were my health, bankruptcy, and nervous breakout. The lack of inspiration I met recently, was because my head stood in illusionary people’s perceptions. That is not a mistake, but a good lesson that made me revise my thoughts and feelings.

It may sound weird, but I found out that the emotions I always had and dive into, lead me to dysfunctional actions. Maybe it would be worth it if they were mutual. 

In my current situation, romantic feelings make me a clown who only entertains males.

It’s always challenging to let someone go, and it hurts, but in the long-term losing, everything seems no good. The price to channel the energy into the wrong people and careers is way too high. Risk and knowing the cause is lost but going for it,  are different things.

Proper investment of energy into New Year’s actions is a must. There is a saying that things come at the right time and place for people. So my time for many things is not now. It seems I have too much work on my personal development.

And do you think for your personal development?

Accepting The Situations As They Are

Accepting the situations as they are

Accepting The Situations As They Are


A Must For Keep Going Forward.

People face many situations in life. Some of them are painful, others misunderstood, but there is one thing for sure – they happen, and the reaction toward them brings consequences.

Whatever happened, it could not change. The only way out is moving forward through the pain, sorrow, uncertainty, and broken heart. Every one of these challenges leads to a better life and more wisdom.

Recently, I had another destabilized relationship with an important person. It was funny how the conflict started from zero and the misunderstanding from both sides. For me is the norm to call it quits when someone pushes my buttons by choice. That’s why I am a loner. Respect should be shown in everything people do. Mutual understanding is a must in every type of relationship. Pointing out faults or weaknesses doesn’t work for anyone.

However, the situations should be accepted as they are by the involved humans. People rarely are on the same page in their relationships or life crossroads. It’s seldom for both parties to walk by each other side until the end of time.

I have that dream and know it’s a mirage because Nobody loves no one is today’s life motto.

In general, situations separate into edifying, surviving, and untested. The three types enrich life in different ways. These situations are part of daily routines, relationship patterns, and self-consciousness.

Edifying situations are accepted as they are, healing the heart

That type of situation is connected with heartbroken experiences from the loss of every kind of love and betrayal. In short, everything that strokes the heart, and it doesn’t matter how small the thing is, when there is heartache, there is edifying.

For example, when a friend turns in romantic interest or a person moves out of the parent’s or ex-lover’s house, that is an enlightening experience that is painful and sorrowful at its beginning. Time becomes a basis to become a wise person who finds the mind’s peace after the whirlwind of emotions.

I have experienced edifying situations many times in my love life, but today I realized every past disappointment, present expectation, and future belief in a person. It was challenging for my emotions today’s morning, but now I can say everyone is free to go. Tears were falling from my eyes, but every drop gave me light, transparency, and a reason to smile because of my fond heart’s memories that no one can steal from me.

Sadly, I’m unlucky in love, but maybe at that current moment is not my thing to have a lover. Starting now, I have no will or time to date or woo someone, because many projects await me. So, I do what I have to do without distractions. If someone is brave and in love with me, we will enter each other’s worlds.

Surviving situations should be accepted as they are, giving the best professional sessions

Most people want to succeed in life, but that happens with many failures on the career path. An empty pocket is the best teacher of ambition. Living in poverty or having a low-paid job gives great motivation, but often unhealthy.

Ambitions can lead to stepping over people, using them for personal interest, and forgetting what humanity is. It’s good to have a reminder or two that there should be a proper and respectful attitude toward everyone.

My example of careers can give a good idea of what I am writing.

When I was in Multi Level Marketing, I failed many times to attract new associates and clients. These failures taught me many skills I use today in advising interested people, having unplanned consultations, and earning some money, which brings food to my table. One of my future goals is to be a life coach, and I will succeed because it comes naturally to me.

Other types of failure I got were my 100 rejections from Poetry Competitions but I wrote a book, becoming a showman of my little circus. Thanks to these rejections, I got the motivation to write more and become a perfect poet and blogger in my eyes, who inspires others to succeed.

Untested situations should be accepted as they are, creating a new experience and building courage.

That type of situation needs an open mind, bravery, and unlistening to people’s opinions. Not many humans can go on without gossiping and in solitude. The untested situations are the most dangerous and eye-opening ones. The takers want to go out of their comfort zone. Diving into the unknown is not everyone’s taste. But it’s mine, and that makes me authentic.

What About You?

That weekend, I joined the African dance course without having a slight idea what it was about. I felt energized from that experience. Feeling people’s positive energy is something I craved for a long time and experienced this training with every fiber of my body. It was amazing and I felt like I danced that for a long time, but the instructors were the best I know so far.

The situation was untested and highly intimidating because I do not like to have any imperfect steps, but if my choice was to not go on that course, I would never know what it’s like to be there. After the two classes, I was happy, and my child was too. We did something enjoyable together and spent quality time outside the ordinary settings. I call that living, and my child – childhood.

Many people do not like to test new things because they have fears of something, but as the old saying goes: “It’s better to try than die without doing it” is eternally valid.

Fears do not save when people are on their deathbeds, but memories of something unusual done create motivation to fight the sickness and live, or to be grateful for what happened, without regrets.

I highly encourage going into untested situations and doing it all the time. It gives me adrenaline, happy moments, and unforgettable experiences, having no regrets about living my life. My example to my child, and other people who know me, should be like that.

I may seem eccentric, unusual, and an outsider, but the truth is simple: I live my life to its fullest, because my tomorrow may never come.

What about you?

My today’s confession ends today. Thank you for reading, and  I hope I made you think.

Accepting Untested Situations as They are





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