There Are Days – Poem

There Are Days - Poem

There Are Days – Poem

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Dedicated to daily challenges.

 

There are days I have to be stronger

These times I can’t bear stress any longer

I want someone to tell me everything will be alright

But there is no one, and I do not want to ask straight

Then I stood in silence, a safe place to cry

When I see no exit

I do not apologize

That me being weaker

And powerful lady hides

I want to be a woman

With all the silly face that looks for advice

But I can’t show this

It is out of my lines

And people do not see me

They admire my soaring to fly

My emotions show up and reside

But not every man loves the feelings

They make them put their eyes aside

Forgetting that miracles happen with a cuddle

Or hug that says: “I am by your side.”

With all these miracles

I wish for it, but I can’t stop crying

It is an illusion that blurs my mind

I should be stronger in collecting my pride

Because no one will do it

Since I am a loner on the borderline

Between self-destruction

And coldness that slides

Attention from me being human

To something like a savior’s tale

But saviors are not loved

They barely are admired

For being the strongest

Warriors for better humanity’s life

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My confession today is to remind myself and those who read we are humans who can get sick. Under sickness, I mean physical, emotional, or mental. I was seriously sick with a virus for the last four days. That reminds me I need to take better care of myself and share my love with close-to-heart people.

There is never a guarantee that sick people will make it alive. It sounds a bit serious, but there is a need for me to make my statement to everyone I am grateful you read me and give me love in one way or another.

When I am fully healthy again surely will spend time with my close people to show my appreciation and love.

And Will  You Do The Same?

 

“Runaway Train” By Soul Asylm – Poem In Song

"Runaway Train" By Soul Asylm - Poem

“Runaway Train” By Soul Asylum – Poem

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Another of my Favorite Songs in a Poem that reminds me of the time flies.

 

Call you up in the middle of the night

There are nightfalls you have to fight.

Like a firefly without a light

Flame kills the moth because it’s bright.

You were there like a blowtorch burning

Hope makes people fools that are hurting.

I was a key that could use a little turning

But the keyholes are deeply imprisoning.

So tired that I couldn’t even sleep

I have no power even to beep.

So many secrets I couldn’t keep

Shared loyalty became a myth.

Promised me I wouldn’t weep

But I couldn’t keep it and breathe.

One more promise I couldn’t keep

I gave up and slipped.

It seems no one can help me now

I am searching for a voice-aloud.

I’m in too deep

I can not wait and sit.

There’s no way out

Like my mind was blown.

This time I have really lead myself astray

Looking for imaginary appreciation’s prey.

Runaway train never going back

There is no time to slack.

Wrong way on a one-way track

Created the unending crack.

Seems like I should be getting somewhere

But I am cycling from home to nowhere.

Somehow I’m neither here nor there

Should I try to go into another sphere?

Can you help me remember how to smile?

My tears died out and I can no anymore cry.

Make it somehow all seem worthwhile

I became someone’s else clay.

How on earth did I get so jaded?

Why am everyone blamed?

Life’s mysteries seem so faded

Voids welcome me and are inevitable.

I can go where no one else can go

In the darkness, there is no one stopped.

I know what no one else knows

I hear the lonely wolves’ howls.

Here I am, just drowning in the rain

I forgot what is joy between pain.

With a ticket for a runaway train

That digs deeper into my brain.

And everything seems cut and dry

I have no memories and I am a stray,

Day and night

Blackness and Light.

Earth and sky

The sea ignited.

Somehow I just don’t believe it

Why should I receive it?

Bought a ticket for a runaway train

I sold myself after to the fiend.

Like a madman laughing at the rain

Dancing under raindrops never again.

A little out of touch, a little insane

I lost my loving heart’s flame.

It’s just easier than dealing with the pain

I think it would be better if I fade.

Runaway train never going back

Wrong way on a one-way track

Seems like I should be getting somewhere

To find me again in the circle anywhere.

Somehow I’m neither here nor there

But after all, nobody does care.

Runaway train never coming back

I tried hard to not be a part of the stack.

Runaway train tearing up the track

I tried to run but I got dragged.

Runaway train burning in my veins

I keep moving but everything fails.

I run away but it always seems the same

Is this the long-awaited and deadly fame?

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“Runaway train” by Soul Asylum is my all-time favorite song. It’s deep and shows my way of living, and thinking. That reminds me time never goes back and should be used in the best possible way. The cycle of life nowadays is wicked.

Not finding the answers in the skies generated many new ideas and strategies, which help me to do better in my daily routines. The funniest part is, after I indeed stopped caring for anything, my positivity grew bigger. More love came into my life in various shapes.

 

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