I Wish I Had A Lover – Poem

Dedicated to longing for love people

Sometimes I wish I had a lover

To hold my naked soul

Without the body gaming

That is only an addition

To the thing called ” true love”

Which is in the brain deposited.

 

The way to walk bare, or in gowns

Some nights are pretty lonely

But physical touch becomes a lie

When there are no heartfelt connections

Between the body, mind, and eyes

Or there is no like of imperfections.

 

I wish I had a lover

Not just because

But to have a laughter

That brings the joy of spending time

When there are multiple challenges

It seems I imposter soldier of “The One”

 

The dream of holding hand

It Seems like a mirage in the distance

It’s weird between 7 billion people worldwide

There is nobody who could get me

Mutually in emotions and with smiles

It seems I am like the other lovers who wait in line.

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Sometimes I wish to have a real lover, who hugs me physically.

I have a platonic fan club. They admire me as a free-spirited woman and put me in their “friend zone”. Other men see me as a business partner, a great leader, or a buddy. The few, who wanted to hug me, were for the one-night stand.  It’s not I complain about the lack of men’s attention but not many care for my imperfect personality. It seems my feminine energy is lacking.

However, to be the things males see in me, I am a loner and used to be that. Brave men who want to find and fight for the woman they call theirs are out of the world around me, but maybe they are somewhere else. Someday I will find them, or not.

On Facebook, I have read that today’s tragedy is that many people are alone from around 8 billion worldwide. It’s a sad reality for both sexes who date only online. That’s not the way to love somebody.

For today, I finish here because the topic is banal and my mood is far away from good. But I believe in myself that I will find a way to move on without a lover. Wishes are always good and someday they may become a reality.