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Quiet Applauds – Poem

Quiet Applauds – Poem


About The Realization Of Age

Between the false

And pretty lies

I found myself

In neverending sorrow

That brought me back

To memories and lines

I drew between my fingers

I am not afraid

Of empty hollow

That once was

My beating heart

Now transmuted as ice

After the breaking

To find my time

In quiet applauds

I lost my feelings

Because there wasn’t

Even one sincere soul

That came to save me

When I did need it.

I used to be lonely

From all wicked games

That lately found me.

I drank my rose wine

That faded slowly

As my current will for life.

So many flirty people

Who were around me

Not even a single one

Came to try me.

They didn’t mind

To have the glass empty

With a laugh of time.

It’s like the moving sand

That eats the last drop of

My mind’s broken angel

Who was the savior once?

I thought is normal

When I am down

The closest one to feel me.

But there was no one

In the forgotten bar

Of shared mementos.

I have so many frames

With pictures that look like me

Smiling without a doubt

To put on a Venetian mask.

I maybe am not the beauty

That makes forever draws

Between the rejections

Behind the fear of cries

I thought I was not alone

Because I used to say it

To people that didn’t care

For me and looked for a better

A place to hide their irises

From my mystic looking

Because I was lied to, in a blink of an eye

By everyone – from friends to baes.

Tonight, it doesn’t matter

Because I went far and out

To search for the answers

That lay before my vision,

Staying forever close to the heart

People that used me for a glide.

And accidentally, I decided

To stay alone in my coffin

Of stolen emotions and advice

Because the pain sometimes is unbearing

I do not have more tears to cry

They all dried out.

I keep my living lonely,

With the distractions by my side

In Quiet Applauds,

I am officially on the alley that’s blind.


That Poem is a long story short of my life until now. I often check Facebook’s banal thoughts on famous people. There are so many lies that blind human sight. But there is also a lot to dig into about them regarding psychology.

People should think because that makes situations easier, but sometimes it doesn’t help. Sometimes two personalities don’t click in friendship or romance. Then, that becomes a road to hell, covered with good intentions and rosy promises, filled with emptiness.

6 thoughts on “Quiet Applauds – Poem

  1. I totally related to the first 2/3 of this. After that I think you and i had some different experiences. But for a while there, i was right there with you. I recently wrote a short poem over at miraquill. It basically described my loneliness and how over time I just got used to it. Sad but true.

    • I understand you, my friend. Did you publish your poem? I want to read it. When we have been heartbroken, rejected or disappointed, we become lonely and expect the next pain unconscious. That is the place we need to work out on our mind and brain. I also used to loneliness, doing everything on my own without a companion. Then, I stopped looking for people by my side. But there’s a tiny voice in my head that hopes. When everything is gone, the hope brings light and self motivation.

      • Here ya go:

        Once upon a time
        I was sad, depressed
        Felt I was all alone in the world
        Felt I was the lone piece that does not fit
        I sat and cried to noone and nothing
        Noone seemed to care
        They still don’t
        But somehow I’m fine with it
        You get used to it

      • It’s true you get used to be lonely. But, for the protocol , there is always at least 1 person that cares. It’s sad your story and true, but do not give up hope. I am with you virtually and care even if I am not physically with you. Try to smile more and look for the hope. It’s always there.

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